i will fail harder than this
i can do so much better than this.
focus and unleash the wild loud silent frightened anxious imaginaries and thoughts that could have never been part of reality and everything else that i have dared but failed to do as a child + youth.
i refuse to stop creating an adventure for myself.
its only all i can do to want to live.
i have failed, i will fail, fail harder and fail yet again.
i will fail more than this.
i am nowhere, confused, fucked, stupid, pathetic, and loosing my mind.
i will make all the rights wrong.
i am fucking free.
this is what i want to do and be.







