OK SET ALVELYNALKO DGAFF

Anonymous asked: Hi!! First of all, I wanna say you are sooo gorgeous and your photos are incredibly amazing. No beyond amazing! I don't even know how to put it in words cause your photos are just so inspiring to me. May I know what camera are you using? Also, I wanna get a camera. A small one (Like digital camera but with DSLR lenses) where I can bring with me wherever I go. Any suggestions? Thanks!

im sorry ive taken too long to reply! thank you for your kind words really. im glad i inspire. i use like nikon and canon cameras, the d700 and 5d ii series. and for film, G2. honestly i dont know much about cameras, i dont really update myself, my lover whom is into cameras so mad usually updates me whats good for my use. why dont you consider the consumer series? :)

my new blog

alvelynalko.tumblr.com

i promise to be faithful to this new blog. very determine.

:)

Anonymous asked: looks like you're busy!:)

eeeks yes!, so many questions on my tumblr ive yet to answer! sorry, will do all of that sooooon!

Anonymous asked: Do you prefer film or digital more?

film. tangibleness will always be better of cos. 

Anonymous asked: i've wrote you 3 times but you didnt reply my questions! do you chose question to answer?

so sorrry! no i dont choose, i usually only skip questions that will require sometime to answer because they are all ‘need to think’ kind of questions.. but ill be sure to answer them all soon when i have the time!

Anonymous asked: do you believe in survival of the fittest? and would you like to use vitamin C* (* connections) to go on easier professionally ?

i dont know.. i mean, ive read of cases whereby this human is strong, organic, exercise everyday and what not.. and sudden death in sleep. life is just fucking unpredictable, one minute you have it all, the next half of a second, you dont. (i was going to press publish)  

i think connections do really help at the end of the day yeah. 

Anonymous asked: love all your work,it just has an hidden energy,if you were to build a gallery,i would be your no.1 supporter!

your really very nice, too nice and thank you so much, people like you really keep me going! all the best to you :)

Anonymous asked: i have a strong felling that you're bi!!!in a positive way...

i bet you are KC. only KC would ask me that ;)
and you know what my answer would be right (if your KC)

Anonymous asked: What are your favorite must have and read mags?

ADBUSTERS! must have, must read, must own. i am always scribbling crapsss & thoughts on the pages & re reading them.

Anonymous asked: do you dress up when having a shoot?

hmmm i usually wear whatever thats airy and flexi. random singlet/long sleeves, shorts, boots/barefooted. 

Anonymous asked: hey beautiful, what kind of music do u like to listen to? and how do u discover them?

beautiful back at you.. listen to alot of stuff! too many to mention plus the term genre gives me goosebumps these days. listen to bands from blonde redhead, burial, cocteau twins, third eye blind, decoder ring, eluvium, riceboy sleeps, hammock, harold budd + brian eno, m83, sally shapiro to armin. the most recent album that i have been listening to is passive me aggressive you by the naked and famous. discover music randomly, from tv shows/movies to word of mouth :)

Anonymous asked: do you photoshop your works ?just curious,thanks:)

yes, especially for digital. treatment is a must because digital colors are pathetically flat. for film, minimal or none :)

i will fail harder than this

i can do so much better than this.
focus and unleash the wild loud silent frightened anxious imaginaries and thoughts that could have never been part of reality and everything else that i have dared but failed to do as a child + youth.
i refuse to stop creating an adventure for myself.
its only all i can do to want to live.
i have failed, i will fail, fail harder and fail yet again.
i will fail more than this. 
i am nowhere, confused, fucked, stupid, pathetic, and loosing my mind.
i will make all the rights wrong.
i am fucking free.
this is what i want to do and be. 

yodi & his meowbandung, 2010

yodi & his meow
bandung, 2010

nakedbrunchnyc asked: you have a tender eye, i hope you don't mind that i reblog some of your work. keep up the goodness/gracefulness!

no i dont and thank you very much :)